妳看見了沒有?

又是百年回籠更新網誌，久到我聽音樂的品味都變了。

但挑歌翻譯的任性沒變，非得要遇到那一口連前奏都能醉心的歌，才會靜心品味。

2015年左右開始聽電子音樂，Minimal techono風格、以及不知何類型各種讓人腦空的電子，

所以今天當Mothers的前奏一下時，感覺把我帶回熱愛獨立搖滾的青春歲月。

主唱兼吉他手，Kristine Leschper，2013年成立樂團時的年紀，大概也跟我迷戀獨立搖滾時的年紀差不多。

Mothers原本只是Leschper在美國喬治亞州Athens求學期間的一個單人project，

後來她將Mothers拓展為四人編制的樂團，鼓手Matthew Anderegg原來也是Mothers的粉絲。

2016年發行了第一張專輯 When You Walk A Long Distance You Are Tired。

Leschper起初讓我聯想起Angel Olsen，但是感覺上Mothers就是一個較年輕的樂團，

青春自溺，有著甜美卻迷惘的哀愁，也足以殺死一個人的哀愁。

It Hurts Until It Doesn't 

I felt alive for a little while
But when I died
I had the time to notice
I was crushed by the weight of my own ego
But never honest enough to say it
活著的感覺不過只有瞬間而已

但在我死掉之前

才察覺到

我是被沉重的自我壓垮的

只是我從來不想承認

I felt your love for a little while
But never had the guts
To give myself up
I said that I could be just what you wanted
As if I could ever keep a promise
As if I could ever keep a promise

有那麼瞬間我感受到你的愛

但我從來不敢

跟我自己妥協

我可以為你變成你想要的樣子

講得好像我真的做得到

講得好像我真的做得到

You have eyes in every room
But you won't see me, you won't see me
You won't see me walk away
Once I was
More than just a song to play
On your haunted tape
I don't want to be away

你能洞悉一切

但你看不見、你不會看見

我的離去

我曾經不只是

你幽鬱卡帶裡的一首歌而已

我不想離去

Could have sworn
I heard you laughing in the doorway
I don't like myself when I'm awake

我敢保證

我聽到你在門口笑我

我討厭醒著時的我

I don't like myself
When I'm awake

我討厭醒著時的我